is it wrong?
to feel clingy once in a while? or is it just too much? forgive me that i have a constant need to be with you. maybe it’s because we’ve been spending too much time together, it makes it hard to take a break even for a couple of hours.
but, today and a bit of last week. i felt out of place. maybe that’s why i need you by my side. it seemed like i was pushed back into my little shell of shyness. the little shell, i tried to break out of. where i have to defend myself and try to mingle with people i don’t really know. though, i asked to myself why weren’t you by my side? to help me break out of my shy shell? it’s when i needed you the most. sometimes, i think you forget i’m around. leaving me to be that girlfriend who never leaves his side. i don’t want to be that kind of person but, it happens, when i feel pushed back into an awkward place that i can break out of.
hopefully this post made sense if not, sorry it’s not what my mind can say through typing.
