July 2010
1 post
is it wrong?
to feel clingy once in a while? or is it just too much? forgive me that i have a constant need to be with you. maybe it’s because we’ve been spending too much time together, it makes it hard to take a break even for a couple of hours.
but, today and a bit of last week. i felt out of place. maybe that’s why i need you by my side. it seemed like i was pushed back into my little...
June 2010
3 posts
so happy together
i know the last post was kind of an emotional one because of our non-communicative distance. the reason behind that was he was working and drunk the other night. but, all is forgiven and no harm was done.
within the past couple of days, i came to a conclusion that you’ve been a big part of my life. where people will always talk about us but, never understood why we click so much. sure, we...
nothing but, silence
Did I do something wrong for you not to contact/talk to me anymore? I know the other day went horrible they lead us to a non-communicated couple.
This is already day two and there’s nothing said between us since that night. I feel like you’re avoiding me when I need you with all of this mess is going around. But, once I thought of something. That once the rest of your family comes in,...
this no longer feels like home
Can we just please go back to just the four of us? Mom, Dad, Derrick and I. Three, exactly with Derrick living off in San Diego. I want that back. I want what we use to have, a whole house just for our family. My own bathroom, the kitchen swarmed with all my favorite treats and foods, blasting music as loud as I can , etc.
This was all back before I became a real teenager. Before the borders...